"I am sorting through old feelings like a box of old clothes, keep this, throw that out, give that one away..."
I had a dream last night that I was back at the place that I lived in with The Boys during my Junior year at SOU. Danny was sitting in the corner and wasn't really an active part of the dream, but Dave and Chris were so happy to see me, and they kept saying "Finally, its like you're the old Erin that we knew", and Chris was holding Mouse and I was standing in my old room and I was so happy to be there with them. This is actually kind of a re-occuring dream. Its never been the SAME dream, but I always dream that I go back to that place, and at least one, if not all, of The Boys are there and they are always really happy to see me and I'm always really happy to see them. I wonder why I dream about that so much...
Anyways, this is random, but can I please say that I really love cereal? Because I really do. I've been eating it alot lately and it really makes me happy. I'm especially fond of Frosted Mini Wheats. When I was a sophmore in college, I loved Cinammon Toast Crunch. When Jessica and I would talk on the phone every night I would always eat it right out of the box until I felt sick. One night Rachal and I mixed it in with our Ben and Jerry's... maybe that was taking it a little far... My dad called me one time and left a message of him reading me the ingredients to Kix cereal. My mom broke a tooth on Grape Nuts. My dad used to change the Special K box so that it said "Special Katie". I had raisin bran every single morning that I was at Blue Lake. I don't tend to like cereals like Cocoa Crispies because I don't like how they make the milk change color. When I'm in the mood for something light, I love Crispix.
Okay, I'm glad I got all of that out of my system.
I was glancing at my blog from back in the day just now. Even though all the dates got erased when I ruined it, I can still tell when certain days were just because at this time last year every day was significant in itself. Here is my entry that was a year ago from today:
"This isn't good or bad. It's just the way of things. Nothing stays the same."
I know that it has been a few days since I've last posted a blog, but I have had mucho stuffo going on. And I can't write much right now, because my shift starts in five minutes. But I thought I should post something so everyone knows that I'm still alive.
I just got out of my piano lesson. Gina has her lesson after me, so the three of us, (Alex, me, and Gina), always spend at least 10 minutes just sitting and talking about totally random stuff. Today as the three of us were chatting, it occured to me that NEVER again will I sit in Alex's office with him and Gina. Man, its just so weird. Everything is changing right now and meanwhile I keep reminding myself that I'm leaving in less than two weeks. Gees.